Well, if I could turn back time?... if I could find a way? I'd take back all the words that have hurt you, and you'd stay. :)
...but seriously... 1st marriage... wouldn't have happened.
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Well, if I could turn back time?... if I could find a way? I'd take back all the words that have hurt you, and you'd stay. :)
...but seriously... 1st marriage... wouldn't have happened.
hmmm, well if i could change any time in my life it would be when I was 4-5 years old when I was molested, by my babysitters son he was about 35 years old I think. But thinking back there really wasnt anything I could have done to stop it. It did shape my life because I never fully trusted anyone with anything. Which forced me to mature faster as a kid. I never asked anyone for help I dealt with problems by myself and only recently I accepted what had happened. To this day I wonder what kind of a person would I have been if this never happened. My mom and my family dont know about this and I prefer to keep it that way. I talked with my closests friends about it and they have helped me overcome it and not let it define the rest of my life.
lol, that was a funny post DC.....:)
0_o...........I do not know what 2 say...................Quote:
Originally Posted by Elusive_Death
This thread depresses me too much now. I'm out. Cya.
This Thread is Slightly depressing, But i fully support it because I know from personal experience getting your feelings down on paper, or on a post gives the person the feeling of weight being lifted off their chest.
Elusive - Im sorry for the acts of someone who u should have been able to trust, and I would never trust anyone else either. And im not attempting to understand the emotions u have had to deal with all your life but I can say I feel ur pain with not being able to talk about your feelings openly with ur parents or anyone else u need to.
Rota - Kids can be cruel, but something to look up at is I bet that once those kids became adults, real life hit them like a sack of bricks. And u have experiences that u may not think helps u, but its something they will never have and soon will wish they did. U have Humility, which they probably still do not.
Something I would change in my life, would probably be back in Elementary school, I was one of the popular Kids all the way up to 5th. At my school, 5th and 6th grade is in a separate building, which combines all the graduated kids from the 3 elementary schools into one building. My Mistake was still trying to be friends with everyone, but not actually having a Best Friend. So even tho I have many friends in school, I never had a best friend till 2 years ago when I was a freshman. Thats when I met my to this day Best Friend. But I regret not doing the things kids do at that age with their best friends, hanging out all the time, doing fun stuff. But im not sure I would change that because if I did have a best friend while i was growing up, I might not have became friends with my Best Friend now, and I would not like that.
If I had a chance 2 go back in time, it would be to the day of the prom.....2 days before, My girl dumped me, only 2 go out with my Best friend to make me jelous.......From there I got so angry that during the dance I punched him straight in the face......I lost a friendship that was priceless....all was forgiven though, but it still haunts me 2 this day.....
I should have buried that last one a bit deeper but it was getting light and I needed to get out of there fast. I can't go back there now because someone might see me and that would be bad. If only I had taken a pick-axe with me, or picked a spot where the ground was softer....
.................ummmm.....ok? :confused: