This Thread is Slightly depressing, But i fully support it because I know from personal experience getting your feelings down on paper, or on a post gives the person the feeling of weight being lifted off their chest.

Elusive - Im sorry for the acts of someone who u should have been able to trust, and I would never trust anyone else either. And im not attempting to understand the emotions u have had to deal with all your life but I can say I feel ur pain with not being able to talk about your feelings openly with ur parents or anyone else u need to.

Rota - Kids can be cruel, but something to look up at is I bet that once those kids became adults, real life hit them like a sack of bricks. And u have experiences that u may not think helps u, but its something they will never have and soon will wish they did. U have Humility, which they probably still do not.

Something I would change in my life, would probably be back in Elementary school, I was one of the popular Kids all the way up to 5th. At my school, 5th and 6th grade is in a separate building, which combines all the graduated kids from the 3 elementary schools into one building. My Mistake was still trying to be friends with everyone, but not actually having a Best Friend. So even tho I have many friends in school, I never had a best friend till 2 years ago when I was a freshman. Thats when I met my to this day Best Friend. But I regret not doing the things kids do at that age with their best friends, hanging out all the time, doing fun stuff. But im not sure I would change that because if I did have a best friend while i was growing up, I might not have became friends with my Best Friend now, and I would not like that.