Quote Originally Posted by Rota View Post
I've given up on option A long ago.
I have no hope option B will ever happen.

But, thanks for trying to encourage me.
I'm not giving up yet. I am one of those people that has an endless supply of advice.

If you have given up on A), then I suggest change yourself and your outlook just enough so that you may give A a shot again.
Sometimes all it takes is a few new friends, a new style, hobby or something liek that. I knwo from personal experience.