How do you remind a woman you love her, when you can't...
... contact her in any way.
... ask anyone else to contact her.
... contact anyone she might ever meet.
... be anywhere she might ever go.
Basically, you promised to give her a "world where you don't exist." And the only way to prove your love is to keep that promise, no matter how much it destroys your life. You have never lied to her, or broken a promise to her, and you're not going to start now. Moving on to other relationships is not an option, since it's true love... and you've kept every promise of devotion to her, which you are not about to break. Your exile is your penance, and she's the only one that can end it. She's the only one that can declare it "paid" and set you free. How do you get her to initiate contact (since you're not allowed to go to her) and just talk to you?
edit: It's been about 5 years since the promise was made. Not a day has gone by when breaking that promise is even a consideration. It has been about 5 years of not going out, not having friends, not having a life. 5 years of exile.



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