Awakening
You are a wonderful person
To do this for me
My dear friend
Smiling, I accept the compliment,
foolishly believing the lie.
I give you my shoulder
To weep upon,
To rest on when you grow tired,
To hold for assurance
When you’ve lost your way
You call and ask for help
Unquestioning I deliver
All you need,
All you want,
All you ask for,
I do not see
You are still not satisfied
I never complained
It is what friends do
But then I turned to you
When I needed a shoulder
To weep upon,
To rest upon because I was tired,
To hold for assurance
Because I had lost my way
You were gone
Nowhere to be found
I called but I heard nothing
I begged,
but my cries
Fell on deaf ears
It is too much of a burden
I am too busy
I would, but I have to think about…
Myself.
I battle on, without help
In time I see a distant light,
there at the end of the tunnel
I crawl out
Alone
You call
I have a problem
can you help?
Foolishly I listen
I give you
All you need,
All you want,
All you ask for…
But you do not see
I am not entirely here
I will come when you cry
But my heart is closed
You call me your friend
But you are not
One day you will call
And I won’t be there
I will be too busy
I will be unburdened
I will be my own friend.
I have had an awakening.






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