I'll double post forgive me guys haha thank you arumen and joe ^_^
well getting resurrected was a lot more easier than I thought, JPA32 banned me and storm as requested idk who rose ask for her banning. anyway I just asked JPA32 if it's possible to be un-banned and viola lol ^_^, I hope Rose really comebacks ^_^ I created a brute in memory of her lol